I kinda realised this post would be more suitably posted yesterday but aiyah don't care la just wanna change my calender as usual!

Things I was grateful for in 2010:
1) 愛
Contrary to popular belief, 愛 is really vry interesting and nice and I have rlly learnt alot from 愛 such as not to trust easily (but learning doesn't mean executing), how to sing 我問天 and the existence of mega-bitches.

2) Friends
I remember when I was in RG, I was expecting everyone to become vry distant in RJ but for some unknown reason, despite the larger campus and all the many different classes I think I'm much closer to my friends (both new and old) then I was in RG. I think this might be the whole absence makes the heart grow fonder thing haha! In any case, definitely vry grateful to all my friends especially those who I whine and complain to and who also hold many of my valuable secrets (don't worry, despite my bagua-ness your secrets are rlly safe with me too!). I rlly hope that I've been just as good as a friend as you all are to me!

3) 11S03N
Feel kinda mushy and gross saying this but I rlly like my class alot! I was shitass scared for class allocation especially when I didn't see anyone I know walking towards the direction of my classroom when the allocations were out (I think cause I was late), but I'm rlly glad that everyone (and I rlly mean it by "everyone") in my class is genuinely friendly and nice and there's like no evil bitchiness or any vry bad politics and I am vry vry grateful for it! Though I am constantly stunned by how well my class does for exams and I am also quite sure I did the worst in class, it's rlly nice to know that there's always help available when I don't understand anything (though I'm always too lazy to ask so it's kinda my fault haha)!

4) The Biggest Loser Challenge between me and Zengz
Haha this one is kinda lame but I'm kinda grateful for it cause I'm rlly proceeding quite well with it (though I think I'm gonna lose) and my whole family also quite tio stunned at my determination. Also vry grateful for my team for running with me and always keeping me in check! And thank you class girls for all their support too!

5) Car rides to school with Auntie and ofhipsandhearts 
Rlly looked forward to car rides every morning which is always filled with gossip and discussion!! And vry thankful to yunya and aunties for making me feel better about going to school so early in the morning! :)

Things I look forward to/hope to accomplish this year:
1) MUGGING
Gonna really get into the mugger mode and study like I have never studied before! I will and must finish my tutorials and assignments on time and only switch on my laptop when I finish work! It's gonna be tough but no choice!

2) Reach my ideal, healthy weight
Hope this one will be slightly easier than mugging. More hopeful about this than mugging so hope it's a good sign!

3) Avoid all awkward situations (best is don't have)
Will achieve this by mastering the art of diverting topics and siam-ing.

Okay this ends my 2010-2011 transition post!
I think 2011 is damn ugly to write 2010 like more nice-looking but oh well...

A half full moon in Mexico City, I think of you
When I saw the Southern Cross, I wished you had too
I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew
But it's as warm as saxophones and honey in the sun for you

I've been spending half the year
In a plane going up and down
You've been seeing other people from a nearby town
Been obsessing and getting depressed about us
Excess baggage and other stupid band stuff

I wish my heart was cold
But it's warmer than before
I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew
But it's as warm as saxophones and honey in the sun for you

When you said the veins in my left hand were shaped like a tree
Was that the very last time you really looked at me?
I'm in training to become as cold as ice
I'm determined to protect my feelings, to disguise
And when I said I didn't love you, I told you a lie
Because there is no one above you though I try
Would you laugh at the time I spent calling your name
Over and over and over and over again?

I wish my heart was cold
But it's warmer than before
I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew
But it's as warm as saxophones and honey in the sun for you

The trouble is I got me close to hating me
When I wake up in the morning it's your face I see
Where you once made me feel less afraid
You've got me pouring myself all over this page

I wish my heart was cold
But it's warmer than before
I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew
But it's as warm as saxophones and honey in the sun for you
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I really don't know why I'm tearing while listening to this song.
I can't relate to it but it's somehow digging into my heart and bringing to surface very non-existent emotions.
It's quite comfortable yet very unsettling for some reason.
I think today is emo night.

Damn nice omg been listening to this for my math de-stress session! After promos I shall chiong Goong again and watch for like 4th time!! Love Howl and J wah they are srsly damn good!! :) :) :)

I learnt how to tape my ankle! And I'm massaging my ankle everyday with medicated oil! PLEASE HOLD YOURSELF TOGETHER LIGAMENT-CHANS!!

My armpits are damn pain now (Jovina was right) and so is my left leg omg
And for some reason my ankle hurts more today then it did yesterday which shouldn't be the case unless the sinseh poisoned my medicine!!
Which is highly possible considering how much noise I made at his clinic-place and could have possibly scared his potential customers
"OMG MUMMY HE'S GONNA KILL ME" 
"MUMMY WHAT'S HE DOING NOW OMG I THINK I'M GONNA DIE"
And I said all these, oblivious to the crowd outside. The receptionist even went to the sinseh room to kaypoh.
Almost died of embarrassment when I went out.
Don't wanna use my crutches but also can't walk properly le sighzzzzzzz.....

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME OUT IN SCHOOL + OFFERED ME WORDS OF CONCERN YESTERDAY!!!! VERY VERY GRATEFUL!!!!
I think I haven't felt this loved since my birthday hahaha maybe I should sprain my ankle more often. CHOI LA JOKING JOKING I THINK IF SPRAIN ONE MORE TIME I'LL JUST DIE.
Srsly died climbing 4 floors to my listening compre exam room. BUT THANK GOODNESS FOR MY NICE AND WONDERFUL JAP CLASSMATES!!!!

Okay gonna go study now.

Mugger Wong signing off!

OMG LAUREN WON SYTYCD YAY YAY YAY!!
She ttly deserves to win man she's like so siao and funny and good!
And I love Pasha omg I hope he never finds the buttons to his shirt haha!

PW is a pain in the ass but my PW groups is (Y) haha!
Can't believed we survived almost 6 hours of PW work after Fri. (Our most productive PW meeting yet!)
And our photo at the library before my laptop ran out of battery!



I'm still wondering whether to tie my hair up or leave it down for class photo-taking on Mon.
I still haven't watch Inception yet.
I still haven't touched the Prelim papers I bought from school either.
I still haven't finished my PW work omg.

Ah I shouldn't have cut my hair now I won't get out of the vicious hair cycle:
Should I cut my hair short? > Aiyah since I'm paying 15 bucks for it might as well cut as much possible > Ahhh my hair omg regret ttm > 4-5 months later, should I cut my hair short? > Aiyah since I'm paying 15 bucks for it might as well cut as much possible

I shall not cut my hair soon and leave it long enough so I can tie nice Korean braids like the person in Full House!
Okay I feel a headache coming le sighhhhh
I shall go watch 愛 on XinMSN!

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess, yes it is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are [x7]

We're still here
What a beautiful mess, this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is "Yes"

Through, timeless words and priceless pictures We'll fly like birds not of this earth

And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together

And we, tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But its nice today. Oh the way it was so worth it.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MXLCB-4ncs

"I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go of. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't really even have. Some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing but the truth is, to have it half way is harder than not having it at all."

I miss my hamster, soy sauce. It feels so weird like it was vry much active and happy yesterday when I changed the bath sand and gave it food. At least soysauce can join cuddles in a better place.
- Rest in peace soy sauce

"15 years ago, two kids fell in love with each other.

The girl then had to move 1500 miles away, but the boy promised he would find her one day.

Last year, she was in the hospital. The doctor walked in and said, "I told you I would find you one day."

We are getting married in a month. LGMH"

From http://love.givesmehope.com/

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning