Ahh farewell was a rather intense affair for me even if I didn't exactly show it on my face or express it openly.
Aside from laughing like crazy at my cute directs' attempt to self-video in the toilet with auto-lights, I felt quite bad getting presents and stuff like that from juniors especially when they say that I've been a great senior or stuff to that extent, when I haven't actually been a good senior to them, at least imo. I really regretted having spent such little time with my section cause of having to take care of other trivial stuff or choosing to indiv rather than take my directs or the juniors, especially after SYF. While my carefree-ness is good to some extent, it is causing me quite a lot of trouble especially for self-initiative and things like this.
I wouldn't say that I had a proper farewell, not when it's one filled with regret about things I could have done better, but I really want to thank my juniors and Delia for constantly tahan-ing my nagging and scoldings. If I were you I would have totally given myself a qianbian-shut-up look but you all always look genuinely sincere and attentive about what I say. I really hope that even if I wasn't such a good senior as I should have been, that at least I was of some help towards your playing or band experience.
And having not been there for most of the commanders' training/practices, I also didn't feel very much the DM I was supposed to be and I majorly really extremely want to thank the commanders, Pearlyn, Gloria and Peixin for being the nicest, most helpful and co-operative people I could ever have for handling my inadequacy in foot drills and attendance and many other things. +D
And to Dot and Talia, thank you so very much for tahan-ing my unresponsiveness to e-mails and tardiness! It was really great working with the both of you and I'm really grateful that we could lead the band together! +D
And my batchmates! I'm really glad that I joined Band instead of ______ and could meet every single one of you! We've had some harsh times and good times together and I am really happy for all of them and there are no other people I would want to spend my whole 4 years with in band except for all of you! +D
Tears are not coming out now at all cause I am damn tired after spending like 2 hours trying to do the Physics Practical only to find a major error and am not willing to re-do the whole thing again and it's freaking 1am now but I want to do my SS PT. But I really teared a bit at the presents exchange, partly cause of the regret thing and also the whole separation and handover mood. If it wasn't Speech Day (which btw was quite a waste of time: 2 hrs to settle where you sit+briefing) right after Farewell I probably would have sighed and suddenly start tearing up.
But oh well, not that I can do anything to change all of that but other than that I had a wonderful farewell and I would definitely miss RGSSB very much!
(Cause I can't upload photos on fb.)




